pretty much

2007-12-02T14:00:00.000+08:00

ho i'm changing by blog again yay! not.

i wonder how he/she does it?

2007-11-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

Can you imagine writing a whole report about farts and trying to be serious about it... well i can't i'll surely be laughing like a spotted hyena. reading about it is already making me snigger to myself a whole lot. well this guy[well woman i think] was able to Brenna Lorenz, Facts about fart wow i tell you. maybe i'm just crude i guess. i came across it while doing a report.

Well well, it's been a long long time since i posted anything about anything except for the birthday thing. too lazy too lazy. well here i am at 1am. 'cause i feeling lazy to write a report which is of course much more problematic then writing about myself.

Well, it has been awhile that i think that i have been bitchafied... yes i have become pretty bitchy somehow. IT SUCKS! Good Lord! what am i doing with my own personality? Well sometimes I think i'm going a little too fast about the bitching stuff. The more bitchy i become the less i feel closure from friends[you know what i mean?]. Can it be am i really a backstabber? I really don't know. but i know i'm someone who talks behind backs. It's because somethings are just not good to be heard by the person who's been talked behind back. Eg. the people i think who have BO, people who i think have breath that i think that is not pleasant, which is a few... i wonder if my breath stinks to others also... the way some have weird facial expressions, people who are just weird, people who dress weirdly, people who have changed... ok... i shall stop with the list.

I'm an idiot, a slacker, a bitch.

2007-11-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINHUI! YAY!

SORRY BETTER TO WRITE HAHAHA!

a week left

2007-09-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

Sorry about being so whiny about the job but it's really tiring. it's the first time i collected so many bruises in such a short time without actually falling down or doing some strenuous activity [ok climbing shelves are actually pretty strenuous] that may actually cause me to get so many bruises... ok man, that sounds a bit wrong. oh well, think sports like cycling which i don't actually know how to, or rock-climbing with a really curled up rope when you abseil down... i'm working part time as a sales promoter in J8's C&K. i won't disagree with my previous post about the job. i still really hate the music. Really, it's ok if you don't play the genre that i like you can play classical for all i care, change the music to something more audible, man it sucks like a ************. well since i got to know the people more the day doesn't go by that badly.

i've really haven't met many whom i've was hoping to see during this break. I hope i can make it up during the last 2 weeks.

yoha!

2007-09-04T12:43:00.000+08:00

i'm on 2days MC wow... been a long time since i was on mc. hmm... it proves that i'm pretty sick. hahaha! 8days is such a joyous thing to read. i'm laughing my head off or maybe it's just that i'm easily tickled. maybe the medication is taking it's effect whatever it is i'm laughing to myself being alone and all of course i'm laughing to myself.

I must be bored or something i'm suppose to sleep i guess but i don't want to. actually i feel like going out but that's isn't a good idea is it. spreading the virus to others. i think i've already spread it to some of the people at J8.

maybe i should really go sleep since i'm so bored. should check out this sites Paramount zone.com[i was laughing at the sudoku toilet paper] and ThinkGreek[wahaha! the plush microbes are soo cute] all found from the 8days.

ah well nothing better to add already

i cannot help but to be random

2007-09-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

how many thoughts goes through ones head what do you think?

Standing for more than 10hours is really for me especially if you need to climb rows of shelves in between |: i hate my job. i would soo much prefer to work as a waitress. i am getting cuts and blisters ): i would never want to end up in this job again.

i been sick since the day i slept in the chalet in front of the air conditioning. it got worst like on thursday or something. nice time to get sick, the starting of holidays the start of the job i could just ignored the bloody job and act half dead at home. i wonder why i didn't actually, probably a bit desperate for the money. i hate the guy for giving me the job i hate the job i hate the bloody music they play ok i don't really hate the music but it's not what i prefer. job sucks totally! i want to whine i want to see my friends ): i so wanted to join them on friday. In some way i'm actually hoping to get fired. so i don't have to pay the agency. then i'll ask my sister for her friend number to find another job.

anyway i watched hairspray on thursday. i liked it i think i was probably quite noisy in the theatre. gushing and all guess whether i teared? ok i did, haha man i really think i'm a cry baby. i tear too easily.

do you think our internal organs are colorful? i think i've asked this question before. i think they are at least more then just red.

chinatown

2007-08-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i last blog. Hmm, well events happened gone. Exams are too soon. yet not ending soon enough /:
today i was trying my best to find this cafe in chinatown but i couldn't find it ): i walked at least 2hours. Gave up, i guess we'll just go to thai express or seoul garden then. i was hoping to try something new not the usual but i can't find the cafe.

At last i've watched The Simpsons movie! YAY! It a really lame funny movie. Faus and i almost laugh through out the whole movie. ok that's all i can think of right now |:

a joke

2007-07-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

A man walking along a California beach was deep in prayer. All of a
sudden, he said out loud, "Lord, grant me one wish." The sky clouded
above his head and in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have
tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish."
The man said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can drive over anytime I want."

The Lord said, "Your request is very materialistic. Think of the
enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking. The supports required
to reach the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would
take! I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for
worldly things. Take a little more time and think of another wish, a
wish you think would honour and glorify me."

The man thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish
that I could understand women. I want to know how they feel inside, what
they are thinking when they give the silent treatment, why they cry,
what they mean when they say 'nothing', and how I can make a woman truly
happy."

The Lord replied, "You want two lanes or four lanes on that bridge ..

today i followed booboo and red pig to suntec. we queued for doughnuts. Some guy at the back was like invading my personal space. just because you want the doughnut so badly doesn't mean you have to get so close right? ): anyway so i bought half a dozen. Now i realised it's too little hahaha! next time i'll have to buy more! We ate subway after that because we're hungry the last time we ate was at 10 something and it was already 4. then we went on our separate ways. Back home i ate the doughnut that the both recommended. It's Good. I kinda regret eating it right now 'cause i'm so full right now. |: It's gonna be dinner time soon.

lalala

2007-07-18T04:24:00.000+08:00

side-tracking on report writing at 4:30am food packaging ok back to work.

Here I am

2007-07-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hello! bakkwa sucks. ): *weh*

i want to watch transformers, The Simpson's movie- 26/07/07, harry potter, the girl who could leap through time[something like that], some horror movie about Siamese twins[i forgot the name i want to watch but really scared at the same time], some cooking mouse and i don't know what else...

Anyway, from my routine checking of the yahoo games website i saw this
Yahoo games, Starwars omg! the game like really wow! so i checked for the webpage Star Wars - The Force Unleashed Wow! i want to watch someone play! haha i don't usually play these role-playing games myself cause my reflexes are retarded when i use the computer or any other equipment for that matter. Should really check it out but it's only out next year spring. Go see the website when you're free it's really cool. If you haven't seen it already...

I want to steal the poster of The Simpson's movie from the bus stop! that's where i saw the date as 26/07/07... So i guess they are changing the date la.

I have a sudden urge to eat in soup spoon, i love the roll... i want to eat stew it's been a long time since mommy cooked stew for us. ): not the stew like potato and chicken stew that you can't even drink the soup but stew stew, you know stew? haha. ok

do you think the eyeball will burst if it's under pressure... like putting it in container that can introduce high pressure to it? or the vitrous humour will just leak out from the optic nerve...

2007-07-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

today is monday like the world knows that. i went to poly, and had 4hours of lectures 1st about oil fats lipids then about E.coli... Then, ate lunch and left for amk hub. walked around and bought tickets for harry potter. left and went back home to wait for 4:30 to arrive. Dozed off, woke up at 4:40 late. Rushed to get ready and left home for orchard. Met 2 friends that i haven't met since my birthday.

we ate dinner and walked aimlessly around orchard. Baby clothes are so cute. Ended up in toy'r'us in paragon. Vanessa was so fascinated about the 8ball. i was trying to find tamagochi. I've forgot about the beauty school thing... sorry. I'll try to remember the next time i'm there.

we left at 8, too bad they had lesson the next day.

another of those post.

2007-06-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

hello! today i am just gonna start typing about a book i read called the 3 wishes. apparently, i like reading those kind of books about women(i was told to pronunce it as we-man) and this book is about these(or this) triplets and a part of their(there) lives. So as i was reading this book there was one of the triplet who is absent-minded(like me!) and the reason is she doesn't concentrate maybe that's the reason for me too.

Have anyone exprience people peering at your face? i slightly annoyed by that fact, then i realised that sometimes i do that too so i can't complain. But it really makes me think that there is something on my face like dust or dirt or some smear so the people who are peering are peering. then there are those who look below the neckline, those i want to kick their faces, then again i realised that i peek at people's cleavage too. x: BUT i don't stare, please don't stare it's seriously annoying and upsetting if you want to stare at cleavage go buy a FHM magazine and you can stare it all you want.

Anyway my common test is over today, it's bad.

anyway the answer to the quiz is: crew

14 days later,

2007-06-19T09:38:00.000+08:00

hello!

The blog's neglected as always. The words no time wouldn't be a great excuse. However, more of not a top priority. Anyway, have i gain more wisdom[fat hope]?
Okay enough of these rubbish. 2 weeks to revise for common test. I can't concentrate.

First time i got a message from someone who had read my blog. That was 6days ago, but YAY! i love receiving emails as it is hard to come by so i'm always pleasantly surprised.

whereas as forwarded emails i dislike to a very large extent. Mainly they are like oh if you don't forward this you will get 7 years of bad luck, you will die a tragic death, you will lose your love of your life. Or else the positive if you forward this you will have your crush saying that he/she likes you, you will get a wonderful surprise, send to more people the more lucky you will get. I wonder who started writing these forwarded emails. Sometimes i will fall sucker to these emails too when i feel a bit desperate.

I always think there's something call retribution...

I wonder have I fallen into a retribution for something that i have done. Don't these people who write these emails think they will get retribution for writing something like a curse? then if i forward those or the people who forward those they are making us doing the curse to and thus won't we get retribution too?

Sometimes i wonder if i think too much. Well if i am at least i know what i been using my brain cells for. Thus leading to my absent-mindedness 'cause i think too much. Not as thinking thinking but thinking about these rubbish.

Try to solving this

2007-06-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

A man was found murdered on board a Japanese Navy Ship at 2 am.
Police questioned everyone.

Captain: Sir,I was sleeping when the murder took place.
Cook: I was cooking
Crew: The Flag was upside down so i was turning it.
Scout: I was scouting for enemy ship as there was signal.
Anchorman: I was anchoring.

Police arrested the murderer immediately.
Who is it? make a good guess...

what you think? |:

sorry!

2007-06-02T13:50:00.000+08:00

wow, i'm like neglecting my blog more and more. well, nothing much happened to me so there's nothing much to catch up on. i'm probably one person who really have no true connection with the outside world for now. pretty much no life. |: probably some reading this would totally go, "whatever." well whatever then.

i went to watch pirates on monday, i was a really butt numbing experience. i was sitting there until my ass stinged... why is the movie so long? well at least i can say i watched the whole triology. i've still not watched spiderman. probably wouldn't watch it on normal circumstances.

on vesak day i got out with my parents they wanted to eat lor mee and they are supposedly eating it again today /: then we went to novena and spent our whole afternoon there. then nothing le.

yesterday, an old man made me miss my bus. he was asking for directions so i ended up explaining to him how he was supposed to get to amk interchange. i hope he didn't lose his way. anyway missing that bus i was able to meet up with some of my classmates so it was so bad.

hmm lately my memory i think is worse than usual.

2007-05-17T19:06:00.000+08:00

hello! today was like any normal day for everyday is full of surprises hahaha! ok that's like shit.

anyway. marketing is boring, unit operations is like super diffcult? i have no idea what i'm doing? break is always welcomed. i wanted to eat like bittergourd and rice only today. BUT when i reached the mixed rice stall after queuing my gourds were all gone... ok that doesn't really sound right to me. anyhow, i still wanna eat my bittergourd rice one day ):

hmm... oh yea, then food ingredients was a pretty funny lesson to have today. first, was call me thomas. then i was like ok. then everyone else around was like have the "ok what's going on?" face. omg i forgot the lecturers surname... then joan was like jump jump and i found out the TSO's name how come her name is only comprises with 2 words.

waited for lecture to start. we played UNO![cards are from the UNO girl hahaha!] i was like the 3rd person to finished the hand of cards. then we realised there wasn't lecture as our mentor isn't free? so rainbow! girl and i went to chinatown to snap photos for our proj. walked around the area around the mrt station and took photos of the goods. then we went back after that. i stopped at clarke quay for bus. which is pretty lame 'cos the same buses can be taken from chinatown itself. i took the train for only one stop just to accompany the rainbow! girl. i got up 54 bus that i have not seen before, it's the nokia bus i think. the whole bus is about nokia handphone and music. the interior was red and the seats were white. the seats lined the perimeter of the bus. it became pretty crowded only after 2 stops away from where i got up so i didn't see much of how it really looked like.

see this webpage Glass Cathedrals

2007-05-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

whee.

i miss my secondary school friends suddenly. forgot almost everything else that i had done the past week. all i can remember is bakkwa, soupspoon, bakkwa and bakkwa. great. how are we suppose to make a bakkwa ________? sigh. oh well, why do they want to copy another company just for the market? who would they know if it would sell? isn't unoriginal any more? can't they just do something else? isn't better? hmm... first presentation coming up. not much to say, pirates are coming! how random can i get?
today, i was told that i have influcence people to go mad. have i? i don't know. i don't believe so. maybe, maybe not. i don't think it the first time i was told.
i saw a caterpillar on the bus on the way back. i guess it fell from a tree and onto the window. joan and i was looking at the caterpillar. i ask her how many pairs of legs do caterpillars are suppose to have? how much the butterfly have 3 pairs and the one we saw has like 4? it's due to metamorphosis isn't it? really? how many pairs of legs are caterpillars suppose to have?

do you think tigers will hunt giant pandas? what will the number plates be after SG*? since SH* are for taxis?

answers to my questions please?

who? what? when? how? why?

2007-05-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

i decided to update a little. last friday we caught a movie in the evening so it cost us $9 each. the 200 pound beauty. i end up crying again. as always /: no end to my tears. well, it's not strange to me since i can even tear watching pokemon |: eh... nvm.

i ate subway 2 days in a row. i love subway! I love PEANUT BUTTER COOKIE i think it taste nice when it's warm. i tell you something silly that i did. well, i was trying to warm up the cookie. so i placed it in the toaster. the cookie melted. ): my poor cookie. i had to clean up after it of course. who would have known it was gonna melt like that... i never did see my cookies melt in the toaster before it was the first time! i saw plastersine melt before in the oven. i scalded my ankle with it. before you think that it was some self inflicting action, no it was not, it was an accident and my stupidity.

yesterday, we[my group of three for proj 2] have gone to the fragrance factory to see the overview of how bak kwa was being made. the place is oily, smelt of bak kwa and hot. everyone went back to the poly smelling like bakkwa. i found that pretty amusing, however i don't think the others did.

some things just don't add up don't they.

arh!

2007-05-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

It's official! We are doing bak-kwa! ok maybe not, but the company that has partnered with us is totally like the bak-kwa people. NOOOO... ok i'm overreacting. i must be happy "i'm so happy![right]" at least we are still in. no need to throw face. no need to catch up with the rest you are doing legumes.

Anyway since yesterday i been stuck on the lab report for food ingredients. i totally do not understand what is the need for the recommendations in this report?! We are not writing something official is a lab report. not report report... like writing journal. i am totally not using the 1.5 spacing thing, 'cause my computer wants to be stubborn.

i want sit on the floor to whine and worry.

2007-05-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

OMG!! When the temperature of Aspartame exceeds 86 degrees F, the wood alcohol in ASPARTAME coverts to formaldehyde and then to formic acid, which in turn causes metabolic acidosis. (Formic acid is the poison found in the sting of fire ants). The methanol toxicity mimics multiple sclerosis; thus people were being diagnosed with having multiple sclerosis in error. The multiple sclerosis is not a death sentence, where methanol toxicity is.

didn't my group like boil the water all the way to 100 degree celsius which is way above 86 degrees F (30 degrees C) and even boiled it for 5mins after that...

Happy Labour day

2007-05-01T12:47:00.000+08:00

Alrightie. good day! it's 1pm though the time must have wrote something else... i'm well into my school term already. And i haven't finish the bldy of the trip to taiwan. Well i shall just summarised then, lots of shopping for my sister and me, and food. It was a pretty happy experience overall though i was pissed with my mother time to time. all right done! Muahaha! Best!

Project piling up, lab reports are coming in again! agrh! sometimes i regret being in the course.

I haven't write in here for at least a 2 weeks. i guess my friends who constantly reads the blog can't be bothered either. i got chocopets! ahaha i LOVE PANDA. I have no idea why i called it yeohan either, i wanted to call it yohan but they say must have 6 letters. So the e was added in later. no background like his life isn't black and white enough.

i shall go write my lab report now, bye!

alrights.

2007-04-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

hey! here i am again! for the few who ask me to update well. i confess that i am too lazy to blog for as you know if you have been reading my blog that i have went to Taiwan, thus coming back to Singapore. The next post should be about my trip there. Therefore i am too lazy to recall what has happened during the trip and type everything down X: omg everything like recalling, uploading my ugly smugs onto the very post is really really tedious. So yea.

Well, to say the least i actually forgot how the very trip is already /: let's just blame my absent-mindedness. i'll try.

Well the trip was with my mommy and she and i pissed each other off. haha! ANYWAY! i didn't know that liquids more than 100ml is no allowed to be hand-carried into the plane thus making trouble no.1 i forgot the combination for my luggage /: had to try a few times before i get the right combi well at least we got the numbers correct. we were in the car trying to open the luggage anyway so i stuff everything into the check-in luggage. i shall go into details anymore. So we board the plane and i played pokemon for 1 hour and got bored. then i watched movie i forgot what. Then we arrived at Taiwan. the first place we went was... forgive me, my chinese sucks so i totally don't know how to translate. then to the Taipei 101. All the branded goods. /: which we don't plan to buy.[i'm wearing the shirt that some friends has contributed to buy for my birthday. B= benedine, birthday, baleno... haha]
then we went to the Ximending[not shinlin sorry] Night Market.
We ate some ice and didn't buy anything to bring home from there. then we went check in to the hotel. that pretty much concludes day 1. i shall stop here. Might continue later or another day about the trip.

So on Tuesday this week i went out with wanni and qiuxuan to buy some things. i wanted to buy heels, belt and a handbag. i ended up with heels, eau de toilette, chocolate and mascara,taco and salsa dip? hahaha! right. now i have no money for my belt and handbag already ): well at least i bought really nice heels and mascara.

2007-03-31T04:20:00.000+08:00

hiyo! i still don't understand why when the flight is a 8 and we have to reach at 5++ ): well, i'm awake.

anyway yesterday, wed and mon. mon i went to do NE project then watched hearty paws. Cried again. eternal fountain LOL ok nvm. omg! the show is sad! but i was crying so drastically that i got laughed at.

Wed, just went to meet mel walked around clarke quay and was late for the briefing for the tour. i walked from clarke itself a;; the way to the concourse. |: if the traffic wasn't so bad i would have taken a bus.

yesterday, i went to marina square to have lunch with my friends and then for yoga. ok gota go now. gotta get ready to go out at this pathetic time.

2007-03-26T10:06:00.000+08:00

Good morning! just a few more days and i'm going to Taiwan already. Did hear about the earthquake in Japan?

I hope i don't forget anything for the trip. Being this absent minded it really makes me worried. ): Anyway, i was silly enough to watch final destination 2 on tv that made me unable to sleep. My mommy laughed at me saying, "you know you be scared, but you still watch." |: ah well, omg! i really wonder how it be like in Taiwan. 8days there, back on the... 7th. My parents when to NATAS and sign me up for some membership thing called youth travel in Taiwan. Then, they said something about getting discount in the 101? huh? ok.

my bag isn't really packed yet, erm... ok i haven't really packed anything into the bag yet. eh... ah!

my TV!

2007-03-23T09:03:00.000+08:00

the television broke down 2 weeks ago. it was too cold for it to function haha! it's old. so my parents decided to repair the old thing. well you would too if it cost something like the cost of 2 dell desktop and you are not as well of as before. So it got fixed it came back on tues. we watch programmes happily. the day after, noone watched anything till the evening when everyone is about to come home. I was the one who switched it on. it was shocking. it sounded like something exploded/burst inside. not once but twice. ): poor tv. So the repairman came back the next day and fixed it he had to replace the whole motherboard, he did say something burst inside. Somehow it doesn't sound like itself anymore. You know the static sound you hear from those non-LCD tvs it is like constantly there even if it's on standby. Makes me feel like it might just explode any moment. /:

I want to come clean

2007-03-22T09:03:00.000+08:00

2007-03-20T17:39:00.000+08:00

i will soon know the results of the exams soon... i'm not ready! ):

anyway i LOVE the sims2 omg! omg! apparently i am still unable to get a sim abducted by aliens. i want a alien sim! this morning i made a sim and he was the fastest promoting sim ever! haha! whee! forcing him to look through the telescope so that he might get abducted but nothing happened except his logic increased to the max. so i just made him get a job as a test subject and now he's a theorist. cool. i read somewhere that the sim can take a helicopter to work but i don't which job is that. haha! i want to play the sims all day and not get a neckache but that's not possible.

2007-03-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

back from the trip out to somerset, i was late again /: makes me feel quite guilty for making zh to wait for me all the time. kill that habit. 30mins... bikini? swimsuits, japanese sweets, mochi, og, ps, comics, japanese, walking, ice cream, tako pachi, atm, babies.

Do you think you're egoistic? i hate to say this but i think i am, pretty much so, but i just don't say out is that alright? First of all, i think the way i blog actually, well, not really but to me i can sense it. can you sense it? the way i pity and the thoughts i write can you sense that i'm just talking about myself, ok maybe not but it's just my point of view. Well, i guess this is a personal blog of my thoughts so it is quite selfish isn't it.

No matter how much i actually want to pity myself i can't, for i can feel the love from my friends, i do, yet again don't. It's there but just isn't too. It makes me quite confuse, a mixture thoughts and ponder. Hoping that I can be closer yet i don't. What does it really mean? i don't know either. I must be confusing people with this post. Anyway, I do love you.

2007-03-19T10:06:00.000+08:00

hello! it's monday again! i heard that the results are coming out on the 21st. but i'm not so sure about it. is it true?

anyway friday, we wanted to do the NE project but i think there was a maintenence for the nyp webpage. anyway we tried finding other sources from the library but all was in vain. Nope nothing at all. Useless. So we ended up trying to discuss the organization of the poster. Then we left for lunch at 3, we got worried about yj eating behaviour. We went our separate ways, then for yoga and that was all.

Saturday i don't remember a thing, just knowing that i was really bored, i guess i was at home for the whole time.

Yesterday, family day. My grandma just want to make me worry, as my grandma can't walk that well anymore she can't get down or up the stairs without any support. Well, this time, she used a lorry which has the engine started... Do you know how dangerous is that! first of all, i'm beside her and she could have use me as support. /: then, she can't walk well so her grip on the lorry will be rather tight. what if the driver just drive off and didn't see her there. ): sigh! then she still can say no worries. wah!

today, i'm going out with zh, 'cause staying at home is really boring, especially when you're alone.

2007-03-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

ok i shall be whiny. I haven't gone out this whole week yet! ):
First, melissa didn't reply my message on monday, tuesday i also don't remember anything, oh i only went out in the morning even before some people would even think of getting up. yesterday, was even better, melissa said she wanted to watch stomp the yard. but it isn't on till today! sigh! then she doesn't wanna reply till like 3 [sigh!] so i didn't go out again! Today, was suppose to be doing project then zhen is not free. I really feel like messing up the keyboard.

I'm so bored! ): it's sad.

2007-03-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

ok. haha! i guess my mood change from gear 1 to 5 like in an instant.

Right now, i'm bored. yesterday, was a really depressing day though nothing happened, emoing myself. My parents don't look happy. I'm baking cookies now, i wonder how it will taste it's like not something i usually make. i better not say the ingredients inside or else the people i want to give like read this and not want it anymore :

As i said i am going to Taiwan, don't know how it will be like, only mommy and i. On the 31st i'll be leaving.

Melissa was suppose to go out with me today but there's no news ): i don't know where's she, i'm stuck at home. And i'm bored.

thinking

2007-03-11T13:20:00.000+08:00

Last night or rather early morning. Somethings had happened, making me worry and pretty upset. what a way to start the day when the day before isn't really over.

As a friend, what is my responsibility to you?
What am I to you?
Where do i stand?
Where should stop interfering?
How do i comfort a friend who is needs it when i don't even know what is really happening?
How do i comfort a friend?
Can i be better?
Is my way response to your questions normal as a friend?
Should i said that i mind?

Am i good enough a Friend?
why do i feel a sense of of nothingness?[tearing is hopeless]

2007-03-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

hihi! omg i can't believe i so lazy that i don't even want to blog! anyway~! this is send to me by my friends. Well you have to look up your birthday! and see which animal you are. I'm a cat!

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse
January 25 - 31 ~ Lion

February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove
February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle
February 22 - 28 ~ Panther

March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey
March 13 - 15 ~ Lion
March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse
March 24 - 31 ~ Cat

April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle

May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey
May 14 - 21 ~ Dove
May 22 - 31 ~ Lion

June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse
June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle
June 15 - 20 ~ Dog
June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey
June 25 - 30 ~ Cat

July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse
July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
July 16 - 26 ~ Dove
July 27 - 31 ~ Cat

August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse
August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle

September 01 - 14 ~ Dove
September 15 - 27 ~ Cat
September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle
October 28 - 31 ~ Panther

November 01 - 16 ~ Lion
November 17 - 30 ~ Cat

December 01 - 16 ~ Dog
December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey
December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a Dog : A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Cat : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle : You are near to perfect and nice at heart.The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

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2007-03-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

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Earthquake!

oh yay! I'M MORE THAN HALF SICK NOW!

2007-03-06T09:30:00.000+08:00

it totally sucks when you actually be half sick for more than like how long? hmm... jan? so i'm getting sick now, during my holidays. Anyway as i said i went for dreamgirls. Mel was late... and i was EVEN LATER Hahaha![when it was like 5 mins before we're supposedly meet i was still at home] Well, at least she could shop so she didn't truly patiently wait for me in the somerset mrt station. So we got the tickets at cine when she came from her buying. Ate at subway, i wonder how she can eat without at the vege[it's like only the second time i ever ate there.] We almost forgot the time, she need the toilet so we went and we were late for the movie. The movie i think is like a musical or it's a musical lots of singing. Then after the movie we walked around again, finding for her formal wear that she needs for a wedding. I asked her if she thinks barbequing at the void deck is allowed she doesn't know either.

Today, i just gonna stay at home, tmr i'm going out again.

is it alright?

2007-03-05T10:01:00.000+08:00

Thursday the 1st of March the chijmes at 12 from the siren marked the start of the last paper of my exams. i for one is thinking it has the last day of year 1. Anyway, i would not know how will i fair for these papers. Hopefully i don't get stress over the results. Striaght away i left for home after i finished carol asked me if i would go out with her but i was really too sleepy for that. So the day end with me being at home doing nothing much.

Friday, Zhen, xin and i went to Vivo, watched ghost rider. Xin and i was late, poor zhen wait for us again haha. Faus was suppose to be there too but woke up like only about 1230 i think. Walked about Vivo then ate dinner and left for yoga.

Saturday, i stayed at home the whole day i think, and had a mini barbeque just in the balcony. haha! *all you need is a mini pit, wire mesh, fire starters, charcoal something for fire and food. You have a barbeque! It makes me wonder if you can actually do that like in public like along the pathway in a HDB estate. Will you be caught? Is it allowed? i really have wondered about it before, probably asked some friends before too. Can you imagine, it's a nice fine evening, you feel like having a barbeque and have some friends over, so you grab your phone, and the things mentioned above * you find a nice spot at the void deck closer to the ends[so the smoke won't like fog up the void] i think it'll be fun. So anyway, [back to the recollection] that's what i did for Saturday.

Sunday, i met Sarah, hey Sarah! i wonder if you read my blog. Anyway that girl is pretty eccentric i would say [not cute sarah :X], to the point that it scares people. haha! She was saying a bout her friend being to be overly friendly, well i think she is the one not overly friendly but overly eccentric :\
SARAH! SCARY! Anyway she made me go for service, sorry child, i'm not a church goer. Please don't think that i will go for service again anytime soon. You can just think that i'm not ready alright? If you keep insisting for a character like mine i will avoid. So anyway, we had lunch at marina square. And break from there, i met my family minus my brother who went to Malaysia. As my mother has booked a tour to Taiwan, only both of us. And we went to eat dinner which was only like 30mins before my lunch hahaha! Sakae Sushi in Suntec, bad service.

Today, i'm going to watch Dreamgirls! YAY! At cine, i wanted to go to shaw... i somehow grew a liking to that place maybe my mommy gets preview tickets and it's usually that place or maybe it might be another reason. Well gotta go get ready. Bye!

2007-02-21T17:43:00.000+08:00

whoa! like the 3rd post for the day already i can just kill myself.

Benedine --

[adjective]:

Tastes like fried chicken

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Disturbed - Down with the Sickness

2007-02-21T12:43:00.000+08:00

Of course i still love you mommy. i just like the song.

2007-02-21T11:38:00.000+08:00

hello! the first 3 days of cny is over! i didn't do anything much, collected a few dollars not like nor who has collected $200 and says only ): Well, the first thing in the morning is the usual going to my granny's place at amk to eat vegetarian. only after that then can i eat anything else that is not made out of vegetables. Stayed there for sometime and i saw some malay ritual which i totally do not understand. Would anyone care to explain? [They were like possessed by some animal spirits] just right under my granny's block, my granny's just say 5 level up and i can see the whole scene just below at the pathway, ally, balcony, whatever.

So about 3 or 4 hours there like sitting ducks we left to my big uncle's home at sengkang to visit my other granny. Again we sat there like sitting ducks again, for 2 to 3 hours we left and went to 3rd uncle's home at punggol. Then we ate dinner and visited the temple beside the estate stayed there till 9 again like sitting ducks. Along the way of course i ate alot of other things like the erm... fragrant grilled meat... pineapple tarts, sweets, mochi, nuts what have you. I think there really nothing much you can do can you?

On the Second day i went to my big aunt's home somewhere at kallang baru i think... not so sure myself to eat dinner and tidbits again. That pretty much summarised what i did over the 3 days for yesterday i just stayed at home doing nothing much but of course study.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

2007-02-19T10:30:00.000+08:00

Congrats on gaining wealth! May you have the zeal like the dragon and horse. Healthy body. Wealth and money from far and wide.

2007-02-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

Well hello ! (: Valentine's day is OVER! those who 'emo'ed alone anywhere[loser!] NAHAHAHA! OK KIDDING! i was with my mommy the whole afternoon till the evening when i went out with ZH. we ate at kfc as decided like one week back [we are people who really have nothing better to do] and walked around orchard as usual. mommy says that i dress to casually to orchard[i do?] i told ZH and she said that maybe because i stay near there, which made me come out with another explanation which is that i have been there too many times it becomes like the neighbourhood [and the actual neighbourhood which i don't really walk around] it was just a normal girls outing i guess lots of walking into shops and browsing. we didn't buy anything at all. next time i guess. ok then at 9 we left the place. I was happy the whole time (: Sadly she didn't get to eat my pineapple tarts and again i forgot or can't be bothered to take any photos.

Ok. i do not know about you, but some individuals do use the word "fucking" too many a times. When i was like walking to somewhere yesterday i guess i was finding ZH at that point of time. There was this girl into her hp, "... He fucking... it was fucking... fucking..." it was like 3 "fucking" in a row. In my mind i was like "wwaahhtt?" excuse me don't you think that's like offensive? Don't you know it's like not making any sense. it makes me think that she doesn't know any other words to describe. \:
Good lord! is that the only word you know how to use to describe your feelings? Young lady i don't think your live is that terrible is it? You have a handphone, you have makeup, you were wearing a styled emo hair. Your life, i don't think is that bad is it? It is not like a special talent that only you know? Why you talk like that? it's not cool, it's dumb.
I mean really, it doesn't matter if you use the word fuck but she was like using it in every other word that came out of her mouth it makes me want to hurt her mouth real bad. Like stuffing my nicely worn out shoes into her mouth, tearing her lips apart or just stuffing anything i can find into her throat.
My advice is to just use the word fuck maybe only when you a talking about mating stuff[but it's also not really right], only when you are really angry, when you are describing something really over the top or impersonations.
I rest my case.

Carpal Tunnel of Love

2007-02-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hihi! First of all i would say Happy St' Valentine's Day though that's tmr. Love is in the air. Ok today i been asked by my mommy to paint the house =| yellow[yellow]. the balcony is now almost totally that colour. This is zombo com [i'm a link click me!] you can do anything at zombo com. Hahaha! funny shit. ooo and this too -> parody of wiki [i'm another link click me!]

2007-02-12T19:27:00.000+08:00

hello! today my mommy and i have been making pineapple tarts the whole day. oily oily pineapple tarts, tiring.
anyway yesterday was the normal grocery shopping, and oh my i met another guy who's really moody. first is a moody guy with a mohawk, the now another moody guy with a goatee. that's not all he threw the mandarin orange and it hit my knee =(. if i was already in a bad mood i would have threw it at his head. Well, i wasn't. he looked quite scary though, if i threw the orange at his head i might actually be hacked by a parang = or maybe not.

2007-02-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

i suddenly have an urge to be into a neoprint booth. it has been a long time. the last time was like 10 aug? i think... neoprints neoprints neoprints neoprints neoprints neoprints! i want sticky photos. =( anyone?

wah! and then ah, ZH, "You want Chinese version too? Opps...Ben you know how to sing accurately? I guess let's train Ben first and we shall sing it on your 19th Birthday. Hahaha" [>A<] me know how to sing the chinese version! me chinese is not so lousy. ah well.

2007-02-08T09:12:00.000+08:00

ooo ahhh... although this is like a japanese webpage. you should see the bento set omg. i wish i could make one myself. E-bento

2007-02-07T09:12:00.000+08:00

hello! again. yesterday, i took bus 851 and saw this cute malay guy, well i think he is, with his eyeliner so emo. anyway he was still cute that i wanted to squeeze his cheeks. and i must be some idiot 'cause i didn't ask for his number. why?! so sad, why must i be so stuck up and so not open. anyway the next time i see him i would most probably forget about this and be stuck up again.
i went to bugis with faufau and ZH walked around bugis and i only bought hair clips which are green and black. faufau bought herself a jacket and ZH bought a tank top and 2 pairs of earrings and gave me ear studs. Which is red again.
Somehow my friends really like talking about my irrational detest for mushrooms. Which they find it odd as they wonder why would anyone dislike mushrooms so much yea. hmm... oh we had lunch at erm... yoshisomething which i had chawamushi that tasted fishy, which had mushrooms -_________-. then, we were like oh we are so walking to PS. which we didn't and left about 3:30. when for biostats lecture for half an hour which the lecturer gave us all the structure for the exams. So i guess we are suppose to like plan what to study and not study everything.
Afterwards, i met carol, and YJ tagged along to buy her daddy a birthday present. we went to orchard. walked in far east and when into a shop selling many shirts for guys. With really persistent sell people. The guy was practically forcing YJ to buy the shirt. Anyway she rejected, which made him looked really pissed and scary, it seemed like he might run behind the cash counter and reach for a parang and chase after us. So we left the shop and went to the fat wallet which YJ bought a wallet for her dad.
Had a long john's dinner, i guess we took a really long time to finish 'cause at first when we were there it was really crowded, went we left it was almost empty. We left for wisma, to topshop YJ didn't see anything she liked. So we went to isetan, and carol and i tried on some clothes which we didn't buy and left to paragon's coffee bean to just what carol said, "chill" i drank the ultimate with whipped cream.

that was the only picture i took for like the whole time i was out yesterday[pathetic]. left at nearing 11, 'cause my mommy actually messaged me what time i was going home. reached home like 5mins after my estimated time that i said i'll reached home [not bad]. i realised i couldn't sleep, ice tea and coffee? it was obvious, i forced myself. i just managed to get like 3hours of deep sleep and then the rest were just daydreaming. So today i'll be half asleep the whole day. i realised i have not taken neoprints like since last august. oh well, i must at least revise 1 chapter of anything or i'll be assed.

The world is rounder than my ****

2007-02-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

I think i'm being silly well, i sorta "locked up" my sims2 as to prevent myself from looking at it thus wanting to play it then playing it till all the time is wasted away.

Today i realised that i really do ask really random questions somehow even though i tried taking notice not to. is it a bad thing? am i still waiting and hoping for something? i hope not. i pray that i will forget, and forgive myself for being so silly. yet again, maybe i'm just like that myself. you know sometimes i do think about the questions i am going to ask, sometimes i think about it so long that it just comes out of my mouth without knowing. It's possible, like word vomit. Other times i think about it and i think it's normal to ask these questions maybe just the wrong timing? I don't know. Ok maybe i'm just not normal, like what most of my friends, ok all my friends say so.

Anyway at first i thought that my sim card has be inactivated and so i couldn't contact anyone till tuesday. Well, it has but i didn't know my new card is all ready for using. how was i suppose to know that -______-. Even my parents thot that i wasn't suppose to be using it till tuesday. Well, it's was only the don't know what GPRS or whatever thing that can only be used on tuesday. Most probably something i wouldn't be using anyway.

I was wondering if miso and tomyam will taste nice together since i like miso and tomyam soup and right now can't really decide which to drink. haha! I guess the tomyam would be overpowering the miso ba. Not sure haven't tried it maybe tmr. heh.

i'm changing

2007-02-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

hello! ALL MY PROJECTS ARE DONE FOR THE SEM! YAY!! but exams are coming boo! wah!! this few days, been playing the sims2 =X haha i'm such an ass, i wasn't suppose to buy it till like 1st march. the temptations too strong. anyway last sat i helped out in the open house. giving out ice cream in at the atrium[don't know how to spell]. and looking out for guests of our lecturer. it was fun and we were sitting just next to the stage so we can actually see the performance and saw Jade Seah judging the dance compie. i dropped my key to the locker at some point and found it again miraculously. i always wonder why i'm so muddle-headed.

there are few thing i be changing, my email, my phone, and my shoes. hahaha! ok lame i don't know why i found it funny. i'm still really unwilling to change my email. but my father say is has been hacked. what to do. got a new phone just today. K610i and it's red. and my shoes are green. so are my slippers and then i got myself a jacket which is red again. red and green are nice. you add them together you get brown and it's also a nice colour.

2007-01-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

omg. i watched this before, but watching it again made me laughed all over again. this is so lame. the guys inside really are... i have no words to describe. enjoy! i have no idea why i end up watching weird stuff on you tube. i guess it started when i when to search ms swan.

2007-01-23T11:21:00.000+08:00

anyone knows where i can get a big heart shape cookie cutter? in exchange i might be able to give you a cookie for valentine's day that is if i know you. :)

i am boring, stupid, lame and a psycho.

2007-01-23T10:04:00.000+08:00

wah. red pig's booboo says i'm boring 'cause i don't update my blog often. sorry! i don't really know what to write now a days. last thursday was the mini exhibition of our food science project 1. so there's project 2 and 3 too. :\ somehow or other, i actually was able to eat almost everything except one. unlike the others. either i was walking around like an idiot 'cause i was trying to run away from presenting and the only one that i didn't eat was what my friends said to be horrible : X haha! lucky right yes lucky.

sunday my grandma won some money from 4D. and she said thanks to the God of wealth somewhere in turf city. So she treat us breakfast which is more of a brunch. which consist of dimsum, toast and kway chap at vivo city, weird combie but we were at food court so yea, what would you expect. i would still prefer my fish porridge with raw fish for breakfast at amoy street anytime. there's great lor mee there on the second floor, close on monday & tues i think or is it tues and wed. whatever but it's something i ate since i was a toddler.

due to my my friends convincing me to not buy the sims2 i didn't buy it. i was all ready to buy it yesterday wearing like someone who looked like going to a safari trip, my "steve irwin" outfit of a tuck in shirt[green], shorts[khaki] and green socks and my black converse aka my usual. i thot i really looked like i dress like those people who goes to Africa or some safari somewhere to host their very exciting wildlife shows. well, i was going to conquer the concrete jungle or more of the tech jungle at funan [sorry for being so lame] i was soooo ready. then in the morning i told my friends. then what did that booboo say, "you buy then play then get addicted, then fail your exams and start crying." wah! so fierce, POP! goes my bubble. so i have decided to buy it after the exams which isn't 2 mths away about 1 mth and a week. can wait i can wait. i am patient, very patient, very very patient. studies is important, sooo important. :|

i'm hungry.

i know it's a little late but it's just that

2007-01-15T18:53:00.000+08:00

you have changed so much that i don't think i know you anymore. maybe it's just an excuse on my behalf. you can call me a coward if you want but i don't think i have the courage to see you. Those 2 situations are 2 totally different matters they are not linked.

anyway!! it's the new year already! omg! THAT MEANS I'LL BE 19 in 2 mths and 2 weeks : \!!! LIKE SO SOON! i'm still like non-mature. i want the SIMS2! WAH! i must be making my friend get really annoyed whining like almost half the day. red pig says that i should put it in my wishlist so here is my wishlist!

i wanna watch the Simpsons movie[with people who are as fanatic of simpsons as me!], harry potter and the order of the pheonix, the ghost rider, pirates of the carribean (i not sure if it's spelt that way, nvm) and there's another movie which i forgot the name... oh wait i think there's more.

i want want want want want want want THE SIMS2 [i don't think i can wait 2mths, argh! I wantwantwantwantwantwantwantwant
wantwantwantwantwantwantwantwant
wantwantwantwantwantwantwantwant!]

i want many more t-shirts!

i want more jeans

i want a digital camera

i want to be happier and forget about emoing

2006-12-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

hello! wah! so not used to the keyboard i keep pressing caps on for no reason :/
yay! new com new computer! hahahhaa! can play sims2 wahahhaha!
ok! today my sis's secondary school friends are here for the evening. they were playing mahjong is it how you spell that anyway yea. the last few days we have been doing the most tiring and boring job of cleaning the house -____- yes we are not the neatest of the families i know. probably one of the messiest if there's such a word anyway it's great to have them here right now. ain't it great that the home is at last "spring cleaned" after so many years after not having a domestic helper around. that means i can invite my friend home too now[like CNY] at last. haha! then sad thing is that my home is going to be sold away soon [some onblock thing] ok not so soon 2-3 years time. by the time i SHOULD be out of poly thus there's not much to worry about.
the thing i'm worrying most about now is my homework! -_______- procrastination is totally not a good thing but my way of life. [sigh] habit habit naughty naughty oh well bye!

:( :| :\ :) :D

2006-12-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY!
Since it's like so near Christmas i would like to say Happy Christmas to ALL! what a year. it just pass by like pewww~ and then ending already. sorry for being so moody in the previous post. i happen to get mood swings unforunately. Anyway, I'm wasting the week away! Sunday was with Carol, Monday was Melissa Wee birthday "surprise" outing and Tuesday i had to walk in the rain and prac. session = cooking hokkien mee.
Thus, leaving me with Wednesday which i didn't do anything and Thursday too.

Today i was suppose to run but the sky threaten to fall upon us but didn't but i still when for yoga. Which left me here having a late dinner, which is a bad thing but I LOVE SASHIMI! specially SALMON!!! sake shishimi all the way yay!

SO SAD why only like 3 THREE replied my email. :( i thought at least 10. wah! like that how? PLEASE REPLY ME! i really need the infomation. anyway those who read my blog should understand what the email is about. sigh...

for now lets forget all the worries and be joyful!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!

i will be invisible

2006-12-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

i will never understand why i'm so emotional [both high and low]. if i don't understand myself how can i understand others? i get pessimistic when i get emotionally low. i don't like this feeling i hate it when i starting thinking like this. stupid rain. stupid self. stupid everything.

on the other hand, since friday to tonight i've been going out. out with friends, thanks adelyn for the dinner. really grateful.

It has been a long time.

2006-12-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

hey! common test is done. yesterday was totally messed up but i anyhow i only could go for one. so ending going to orchard. then for yoga. right now preparing to go out again. so many things to during this break too. i wonder whether they are just trying to spoil my fun. anyway if it's not for poly it would be much more boring anyway so i'm not really complaining. wearing black stocking make my legs look weird they look like they are covered with hair, or that my went to suntan then i forgot about my legs and it became chao ta... or legs transplant =\ arg. whatever la.

biostats

2006-12-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

due to that i found out some interesting news[how interesting can biostats be?] well the interesting part isn't about biostats but the infomation i just found from the net. have you really looked closely at your hands recently? well, i have so did my partner in crime. have you notice the length of your fingers? have you compare the length of your index finger and ring?
which one is shorter? or are they the same length?

and you know what? guys are more likely to have shorter index fingers compare to their ring finger! and thus, leads to my complaining. i have a shorter index finger!! so i'm more musculine! ah! wtf! then the article writes, lesbians tend to have shorter index finger [maybe i could go find a lesbain partner then]. -_____________- i'm suppose to be good in sports! am i? noo... wait maybe i am but i didn't join a sports cca wah! wasted! maybe i could have been a national player. ok thinking tooo far!

anyway i still hate lab reports. stupid dialysis tubing something that we call visking tubing in secondary school for the osmosis and difusion chapter in case you haven't heard of it it's from biology.

ooo, common test coming up i am sooo dead. well at least there's only four papers, 2 of them are mcqs [anyone who has less and wants to comment about it please shut up. i am comforting myself here.] so glad that biostatistics is not up for common test, or else i be worse than dead.

2006-11-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

JOAN ANNE HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

GOOD ah skip lesson because it's your birthday!

Lab reports

2006-11-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

wouldn't it be great if they could be written informal. i'll surely be happy. since my last organic practical about caffeine extraction which i am like only doing now, yes procastination doesn't get you anywhere, but that's my life anyway back to the subject example "Man the dichloromethane stinks, k it doesn't really stinks but it's gets into your nose! you know what i mean?" or
"it's alright if i just lick the caffine that i extracted out? for the extra boost. anyway, it's totally intoxicating. i hope i don't die taking a whiff out of it, but it smelt great man." or "woah, why caffeine isn't illegal since it's a drug oh wait, just by taking pure caffeine is that illegal?"

oh well, anyway i don't want to admit but i guess i am truly someone who cries easily. just the other day, i think i can actually make myself cry for no reason nowadays. anyway, we were watching high school musical last week i think, then i cried, =| then, maties were like so worried and half amused, when the first drop of tears came out of my eye i was thinking shit, i really tearing but i couldn't stop myself and cried. that's not the first time i cried in school anyway i did tell them that i might cry so yea, i guess they didn't believe me.

zh why do you think i'm not shy? i am an introvert, being shy is my speciality. whole load of shit.

ciaociao!

2006-11-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

okok i'm sorry that i neglected my blog. well not that i'm want to complain but let me just whine a little. why must this sem be so heavy? workload increase due to the amount of projects we need to do. we have 420hours to complete, instead of the 405hours of last year =\.

i hate lab reports. =X

ok well, last wed i went to watch the conventant[not sure of the spelling] sorry i didn't ask you jing. hmm, i wouldn't say it's a good show, it's alright. well average. next week i should be watching happy feet.

we have done one week of yoga already zh! so how? do you feel stretched? do you feel any taller? well, somehow i always get a bit high after yoga somehow. muscles are too stretched = ok not funny. anyway i couldn't be calm this evening. just kept sniggering not on purpose i think i get internal injury.

oh yes, i'm so sorry for not going for those birthday celebrations.

hey! you rock my panties too. =X

2006-11-15T09:30:00.000+08:00

To: My primary 3 partner,

After nine long years i somehow still remember your name. I was so surprised to hear your name again. Not from someone that might actually know you but someone who had heard from another, about your controversy? What did you do? The dangers of having about isn't it. Anyone is reading, it's human nature to pity those who are the so called "poor" like robin hood stealing from the rich to give to the poor. Well now you're the elite so called "looking down" on the average, maybe below average.
To think of it i was one who had gain from your help. I was so much wishing that i could actually know you better the next year. All hopes were gone when i realised you are gone from my normal life and into the elite. I know you as galant and someone who speaks one's mind. I guess it does backfire sometimes.

love Benedine.

Common and Trade Names of Chemicals

2006-11-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

haha so random. oh well

Common and Trade Names of Chemicals
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Common name Chemical name Formula

Alcohol, wood methanol, methyl alcohol CH3OH
Alcohol, grain Ethanol or ethyl alcohol C2H5OH
Alcohol, rubbing 2-propanol, propyl alcohol, isopropyl alcohol
Alcohol Ethyl alcohol
Alka Seltzer Sodium bicarbonate
Alum Potassium aluminum sulfate dodecahydrate
Alumina Aluminum oxide Al2O3
Alundum Fused alumina
Antifreeze Ethylene glycol
Antipersperant Aluminum chlorohydrate
Aqua regia 1:3 mixture of nitric and hydrochloric acids HNO3+HCl
Aspirin Acetyl salicylic acid
Baking soda Sodium hydrogen carbonate NaHCO3
Baking powder Sodium bicarbonate
Banana oil Amyl acetate
Baryta Barium oxide
Barytes Barium sulfate
Battery acid Sulfuric acid
Bauxite Hydrated aluminum oxide
Benzol Benzene
Bleach (laundry) Sodium hypochlorite NaClO
Bleaching powder Calcium chloride hypochlorite
Blue vitrol Copper (II) sulfate CuSO4*5H2O
Bluestone Copper II sulfate pentahydrate CuSO3*5H2O
Boracic acid Boric acid
Borax Sodium tetraborate decahydrate Na2B4O7*10H2O
Brass Alloy of copper and zinc
Brimstone Sulfur S
Bronze Alloy of copper and tin
Calamine Zinc carbonate
Calcite Calcium carbonate
Calgon Calcium hexametaphosphate
Calomel Mercurous chloride
Carbolic acid Phenol
Carbon tetrachloride Tetrachloromethane CCl4
Carborundum Silicon carbide
Caustic soda Sodium hydroxide
Chalk Calcium carbonate
Chile saltpeter Sodium nitrate
Chloroform Trichloromethane CHCl3
Chlorox Hypochlorus acid
Chrome yellow Lead chromate
Cinnabar Mercury II sulfide HgS
Club soda Carbonic acid
Copperas Hydrated ferrous sulfate
Corrosive sublimate Mercuric chloride
Cream of tartar Potassium hydrogen tartrate KHC4H4O6
DDT Dichlorodiphenyltrichloroethane
Dextrose Glucose
Diamond Carbon C
Dolomite Calcium magnesium carbonate CaCO3*MgCO3
Drano Sodium hydroxide
Easy-off oven cleaner Sodium hydroxide
Egg shells Calcium carbonate
Epsom salts Magnesium sulfate heptahydrate MgSO4*7H2O
Ether Ethyl ether
Ex-lax Phenolphthalein
Fertilizer component Ammonium nitrate
Flurostan Stannous fluoride
Fool's gold Iron Pyrites
Formalin 40% solution of formaldehyde
Freon (refrigerant) Dichlorodifluoromethane CCl2F2
Galena Zinc sulfide
Galena Lead II sulfide PbS
Glauber's salt Hydrated sodium sulfate
Glycerine Glycerol
Grain alcohol Ethanol or ethyl alcohol C2H5OH
Graphite Carbon C
Green vitriol Hydrated ferrous sulfate
Gypsum Calcium sulfate dihydrate CaSO4*2H2O
Heavy water Deuterium oxide
Hypo Sodium thiosulfate pentahydrate Na2S2O3*5H2O
Ice bite Calcium chloride
Invert sugar Mixture of glucose and fructose
Laughing gas Dinitrogen oxide N2O
Levulose Fructose
Lime Calcium oxide CaO
Limestone Calcium carbonate CaCO3
Liquid paper Titanium dioxide
Lite salt Potassium chloride
Litharge Lead monoxide
Lithopone Mixture of zinc sulfide and barium sulfate
Liver of sulfur Potassium sulfide
LOX Liquid oxygen
Lunar caustic Silver nitrate
Lye Sodium hydroxide NaOH
Magnesia Magnesium oxide
Marble Calcium carbonate CaCO3
Margarine Partially saturated fatty acid
Marsh gas Methane
MEK Methyl ethyl ketone CH3COC2H5
Microcosmic salt Hydrated sodium ammonium hydrogen phosphate
Milk sugar Lactose
Milk of magnesia Magnesium hydroxide Mg(OH)2
Milk of lime Calcium hydroxide
Mohr's salt Hydrated ferrous ammonium sulfate
Moth balls Naphthalene
Msg Sodium hydrogen glutamate
Muriatic acid Hydrochloric acid HCl
Nutrasweet Aspartame
Oil of bitter almonds Benzaldehyde
Oil of vitriol Sulfuric acid (conc.) H2SO4
Oil of mirbane Nitrobenzene
Oil of vitriol Concentrated sulfuric acid
Oil of winter green Methyl salicylate
Oleum Fuming sulfuric acid
Paris green Double salt of copper acetate and copper arsenite
Perier Carbonic acid
Pewter Alloy of tin, antimony, copper, and lead
Phosgene Carbonyl chloride
Photographic hypo Sodium thiosoulfate
Picric acid Trinitrophenol
Plaster Calcium hydroxide
Plaster of Paris Calcium sulfate hemihydrate CaSO4*(1/2)H2O
Potash Potassium carbonate K2CO3
Prussian blue Ferric ferrocyanide
Pyrite (fool's gold) Iron disulfide FeS2
Quartz Silicon dioxide SiO2
Quicklime Calcium oxide
Quicksilver Mercury Hg
Rochelle salt Potassium sodium tartrate
Rolaids Dihydroxyaluminum sodium carbonate
Rouge Ferric oxide
Rubbing alcohol 2-propanol, propyl alcohol, isopropyl alcohol
Sal ammoniac Ammonium chloride NH4Cl
Sal soda Hydrated sodium carbonate
Sal ammoniac Ammonium chloride
Salt, table Sodium chloride NaCl
Salt, lite Potassium chloride
Saltpeter Potassium nitrate KNO3
Sand Silicon dioxide SiO2
Sani-flush Sodium bisulfate
Saran wrap Poly-1,1-dichloroethylene
Silica Silicon dioxide
Slaked lime Calcium hydroxide Ca(OH)2
Smelling salts Ammonium carbonate
Soda ash (washing soda) Sodium carbonate
Solder Alloy of tin and antimony
Sugar Sucrose
Sugar, table Sucrose C12H22O11
Sugar of lead Hydrated lead acetate
Sun-tan lotion Para-aminobenzoic acid
Teflon A polymer of tetrafluoroethylene
TNT Trinitrotoluene
Toluol Toluene
TSP (Tri) Sodium Phosphate Na3PO4
Tums Calcium carbonate
Turnbull's blue Ferrous ferricyanide
Tylenol Acetominophen
Vinegar Acetic acid, ethanoic acid
Vitamin C Ascorbic acid
Washing soda Sodium carbonate decahydrate NaCO3*10H2O
Washing soda Hydrated sodium carbonate
Water softener Barium hydroxide
White lead Basic lead carbonate
Windex Ammonia
Wood alcohol Methyl alcohol, methanol CH3OH
Zinc blend Zinc sulfide

2006-11-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

hello! life's a bore. nothing much has happen. to think of it, it's already like a year.

Dear Carol, please do take care. if i was religious i would pray for you. man, i will never understand how you feel. However, as i said i really don't mind being a listening ear if you really can't find anyone else.

2006-11-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

evening! well well, i somehow think that i may give the impressions of being hypocritical. which is of couse not a good thing. hmm... well, then again that's the way i am, not that i'm not saying i a hypocrite just that i do listen to gossips and do voice my opinions of things i'm not happy about.

2006-10-30T18:44:00.000+08:00

hey ZH! nah your update. hahaha!

it was saturday

2006-10-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

hey! it's saturday again. time passes so fast. i kept saying i miss my friends to my polymates, which i really do. i happen to be looking into the left wing of the school quite much in hopes that i might actually see at least one of them. sigh! it was a futile attempt. as if they would just appear right infront of me. anyway, after saying, "i miss my friends." maties said something like, "so we are not your friends la!" =( i didn't mean that. oh well, but they were just joking i hope. anyway classes are just moving along nothing really bad happens tutors and lecturers, are pretty much alright. Life is just passing by, with my maties and i. right now, we have 4 projects to do. what's up with that, project here and there. are they trying to instill into us that teamwork is really important. well, i get the message. ah, hokkien mee still in my mind. now there's alcohol beverage, chocolate and the history of polytechnics. right... wouldn't it be weird to mix it altogether. in poly drinking alcohol, with chocolate and hokkien mee... hmm, ok not that bad.
anyway, since wednesday when i received a message from peace about the farewell party for ms heng. i thought to myself do i want to go back. part of me says yes. the other part was still contemplating whether to go. well i didn't go, i doubt many would remember who i am.
i went to the national library there for research didn't get anything from there though just looking at all the technical food magazine, it seems our job prospect weren't that bad. then we when around bugis, and ate dinner. then we left the place. faus took bus i think, zh took train home. yj and i went to orchard and i did something really stupid. then she treat me to ice cream =). haha. we walked all the way to dhoby ghaut and we took our separate ways. i went to meet jing for a drink and chat. clark quay was filled with many people dressed in halloween costume and some actually wore cosplay costume =|. then i left at 11 reached home at 2330.

monday, the first or second day of the week. It gets its name from the Moon.

2006-10-24T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hey! ZH what am i suppose to update about? is it the quiz thing? ahhh... soo lazy! =X i don't feel like doing can? erm... holiday today. but i suppose we do have something to do beside having to relax. I'm sure that there's something to do. aahhhh! imma going to fall into geekmode save me! the thing is i can't play as much this sem or i'll be left behind.

benedine doesn't want that to happen. so imma starting to study like now. which makes me feel like a nerd but oh well. what to do? i hope i don't start slacking again. Sunday my parents, sis, grandma and i went to vivo city, didn't see much. we weren't suppose to be doing grocery that day but somehow my mommy was always attracted to feeding us so yea, bought more groceries. then that wasn't enough she went pasi panjang[not sure if it's spelt that way] but its in the west. i think. -______- LOL. May my home be always be overflowing with food. she went grocery shopping from 12 to 5! yes that was a lot of food.

Anyway, monday came and passed like the autumn breeze... k hmm... vectors and diiodocyclobutane[huh?] May i have the will to carry on! anyway, pretty much laugh like the most part of the day. Must be too happy to see my friends in school. Last week i didn't see them at all. i bet many must think what is so fun about the mudane mods but that was pretty much more like self-entertainment to make myself happier than i'm actually was. alright. I wish i can see them again.

2006-10-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

ok! Hello! today shall be a update of what has happen in my life since tuesday. Well, as i said i went to meet up with ZH, at AMK. We ate at Pizza hut before class start i think had an hour of school then we gone home. then i can't remember what happens.
Anyway, lets just forget about the updating of my life systematically. i can't remember things so well. So random things. Like going to do YOGA! ZH and i so Zen! haha! It's at a place called SWAMI home. Right now we are finding for Yoga mats. =\ nike selling thme for around 37 i think. Well, i don't mind forking out that amount for something branded. But surely my mommy would say something "like don't you have a exercise mat at home? why can't you just use that. All you know how to do is to spend money... blah blah blah." So really not sure if i want to buy it. sigh!

The haze seem to be going away? just hope the wind doesn't blow haze back here. i hope it rains hard at the hotspots so it can drowse off the fires.

Hmm... i'm doing research on HOKKIEN MEE![fried prawn noodles] if anyone knows the history of how it came to Singapore. PLEASE tell me! project! i know it seems weird to be researching about food but hey! We are Food Scientist in the making. Oh yea, our Food lab is all ready! haha! Dr Soh was like saying, "don't mess with MY lab!" that's like the lab is all hers! yea! cool.

erm... haven't seen anyone from 5/2 recently except for a glimpse of Cherrie. She was going somewhere. or maybe she came back from somewhere, in any case she's the only one i saw this week =(.

alright. Nothing much to say. All the mods are going to get diffcult day by day, i just hope i can cope =|.

The Poor Orang Utans & Sumatran Elephants =(

2006-10-17T09:04:00.000+08:00

Poor poor animals =(. Aren't they endangered? Their habitats are are being destroyed. What's more, their habitats are already conserves and they are still getting destroyed! The irony =(. SIGH~!

Yesterday, PSI due to haze, the smoke from deforestation from our fellow country neighbour reached a unhealthy level of 130, well at least it didn't hit above 150. Right now as i look out from my flat i can see that it isn't much better than yesterday. Oh how i hope that it will rain soon, however in the newspaper today. Showers are only be here late this month or early next month =(. Let's pray that it will rain soon[a real big storm], i can't stand the way my friends look, suffering from diffcultly in breathing.

So anyway, putting that aside, School was reasonably alright. The physics for food science teacher somehow sound like a Filipino to me. Well, everything wasn't so bad except for the climate =X.

Today, it's only 1hr of school for me and it's at 5 to 6! =\ like wth. At least, i get to wake up late, but i woke up the same time as yesterday due to bloody birds sitting on the aircon vent[grumble]. I hope they get stuck in the propeller one day and get violently teared apart. Ok, much to my morbid mind but i don't think that will ever happen. So it's 1 hour of school for me today. What i'm going to do with the next few hours? do some tutorial work and later, out to AMK with ZH.

Happy being in the WWW. See you soon! =)

bloody.

2006-10-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

i'm like taking too long to read the book, the human season. well after reading the half-blood prince i somehow lost interest in reading it already. anyway, i wish i will not get all whiny during the new semester, but holy shit what the fuck is all these! Bloody hell. Oh my God! Really, i totally don't have any comments besides those. I am like sooo glad! i feel so bitchy complaining but ah! wtf! wtf! wtf! ok! forget that!

anyway i as the previous post i said that i thought that the it was the last time i would be going out would on thursday well i thought wrong. i went out again on friday. to where? to RP! aha! for the fun of it. Met janet and vanessa, then nor who kept saying that i'm mad. ok nor. i'm mad! haha! well i'm soo happy to see them. been a long time. but i has been a longer time since i met the other 3 who are in rp too however i didn't get to see them =( oh well. ate lunch with the 2 and walk around a little and left.

then on saturday i met up with janet again! =) haha! this time with her boyfriend, shane. =) makes me so jealous. sigh. anyway janet treated me to movie! we went to watch you, me and Dupree. cute. yea, erm... not exactly but yea! then we walked around a bit and space out. like my favourite thing to do. if you think i feel out of the place, actually i don't really feel that. they are such a cute couple. haha!

oh well i have to end off here good night! =) need to wake up in the morning!

LAST DAY! =(

2006-10-13T10:41:00.000+08:00

ah! why? then again i don't really know whether i'm feeling sad about it anyway this marks the end of the whole semester, well actually that will be sunday actually.

the 2nd semester
Instruction
16 Oct 06 - 17 Dec 06
Break
18 Dec 06 - 31 Dec 06
Instruction
3 Jan 07 - 11 Feb 07
Study/Examinations
12 Feb 07 - 4 Mar 07
Vacation
5 Mar 07 - 15 Apr 07

So anyway, i think i didn't do anything on tuesday so i shall just skip it. wednesday Madeline's 18 birthday. we held a surprise bbq for her, the poor thing thought there were only 3 who are celebrating with her i tell you it's so damn cute anyway you can read it off her blog MADELINE'S BLOG she made her entrance blind-folded, skipping and then she almost banged into a tree, but she screamed so much the pit users next to us were laughing at her too.

well, i went to help with the preparation of the bbq. went to melissa's home and got everything outta there and cab down to the pit. next, sharifah and shellen went to shop for the other stuff like the firestarters, while melissa and i "decorated" the surrounding area. we took strings from trees to tie up the bloody birthday flags and the stupid crap tore. we fixed it and it broke again 'cause of the strong wind. set the table, get sucked by mozzies[from melissa], i carried 2 heavy wooden chairs down from a mount, tore of an "obtructing palm tree leaf" and exchanged a part of pit twice with the neighbouring pit. then we waited, nothing else to do, after a while [which seem to us to be quite a long time] sharifah, shellen, tanya and nic arrive to the scene. with the ol' mighty firestarter we started the fire, ate some food and others arrived, sam, rachel and lisa. cooked more and as the sky got darker and time was passing us by, sharon and weiwei came along and that thus leaving the birthday babe and eileen to make their noisy entrance. the cake was up on the table and madeline had the best birthday she had for her whole 18 years. after the eventful night, we went our separate ways. reached home at 0030am, so darn sleepy i couldn't careless if my father was trying to give the silent-angry-whatever-shit, pretty much ignore him, showered and when to sleep.

Only woke up with a start the next morning at 8:30 when i realised that i was suppose to be meeting my poly friends to buy books, with a really morbid dream about games from a gameboy, as the pitiful children's game-characters starting to explode in the scene with gruelsome blood. grabbed some money from my mommy who wasn't too happy about me being home so late either and got ready to meet the others, too lazy to shower just washed up and changed and i left for school. Only able to buy one book and a stapled handout for BIOSTATS eeks. Drank a cup of orange squash and left for home. Showered and fell asleep again. woke up and got ready to get out and met up with faufaus, yingjia and their "grandma". somehow, my pathetic social life only dotted with very few occasional calls got like 2 calls all of the sudden, weiwei called the wrong number? haha wth, and jingxuan wanted my help but i was going out really soon so i wasn't able to help at all, sorry about that my dear. we walked around town and spaced out infront of a lolita dress shop as we waited for yingjia to buy her shoes i counted the number of people whom i saw with crumpler bags and i actually saw 15+ of them. Oh yea! i forgot i met some familiar faces today! it must be something to do with fate =), i met my ex-classmate soongfee[if you read this i'm sorry if you don't want to be mentioned] i'm uber-really glad that i saw you anyway =), then i saw a junior haha! man, was she surprised or what, but i decided not to embarrass her by saying hi. when home and that ending the last time i should be going out[grocery shopping not included] for the whole of my holidays. Number of times i've gone out hmm, i have no idea.

oh yay!

2006-10-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm... the hoildays are coming to an end. Next week would be the start of a whole new semester. The break was good to meet up my ex-classmates not all though sadly. I wonder if any of my poly class-mates actually went out just to meet each other. Well, i didn't, i don't think i fall short of a chance to meet them anyhow. Anyway the bbq was great i was happy to be there. There was really quite a lot of food, pretty much just sat there, talking, eating and laughing. Some left quite early though, i left at 10.

About the Suntanning, we weren't choked by the haze. The haze was there but it wasn't terrible, i wonder if we had tan ourselves on Saturaday what would happen. Well, maybe we might be covered in ash. haha! Then when we shower the water turns grey. Load of rubbish, Vivo city is open just next to Harbour Front mall. What's inside i do not know.

Yesterday i when to Lau Pa Sat for satay and ice kachang, my mommy suddenly wanted to eat that so we went. Anyway my sister suddenly commended that i will live long as my character being a type B, type B? She explains there's 2 types of character, type A and B. Type A is someone who is always on the go. Rushes in everything the person does. Well, type B is someone who takes their time. So i would live long because i do not over-excert myself. Well, anyway my mommy says she is definitely a type A[which i fully agree] hpmh! She always rushes me =( she even said that my children in the future will starve to death, 'cause she thinks that i took too long in preparing some food. =( I almost cried k, that was Friday.

Anyway, on a lighter note, a week or 2 ago Jingxuan and i were talking about children too, =) she said about me being her future children's god mother. haha! That will be so fun, i be honoured to be their godma. I'll be honoured to be able to know you that long to be your children's godma. We'll see =)

hello!

2006-10-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

couldn't resist the urge to blog. damn. oh well, had a bbq then when to suntan myself despite the fact that my sis has already countlessly implored on[maybe a strong to use, warns would be actually a better word, well for the fun of it] me not to go bathe under the sun. anyway i'm of course darker[slightly] now and abit red at the shoulders.
well actually i'm was reading some of my friends blogs and came upon charmaine's and there was this quiz. i love doing this kind of stuff so these are the results

the Questioner

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

Be direct and clear.

Listen to me carefully.

Don't judge me for my anxiety.

Work things through with me.

Reassure me that everything is OK between us.

Laugh and make jokes with me.

Gently push me toward new experiences.

Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six

being committed and faithful to family and friends

being responsible and hardworking

being compassionate toward others

having intellect and wit

being a nonconformist

confronting danger bravely

being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six

the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often

are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents

are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

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so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type...

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Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

2006-10-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

right i actuallly for got about the barbecue/barbeque[haha] my bad, bt i be going though for that however i guess i am totally not going for the chalet already. you know this would be the first time i be seeing my classmates again. Ho! it has been a month hasn't it. However, i saw faufaus like in bugis and kaibin in orchard the rest. i don't know where they disappeared to. right.

almost about a third done with the half-blood prince. i wonder why no one actually corrected me, i guess not many actually read my constant ranting about my insignificant life.

anyhow, weather has been really bad nowadays with all this haze, my poor brother already has diffculty in breathing it is now even more diffcult for him to breathe. i can actually smell the bad odour in the air, it really bad slightly sourish and smoky. i think i did say that before somewhere.

talking about odour the post about sex i was was talking about pheromones and the test about t-shirt and 3 nights here is the "experiment" so we are really attracted by smell too? hmm... well well. blah whatever.

2006-10-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

hahahaha! eee! ok nevermind! haha. sorry i just wanted write these that's all.

yo!

2006-10-03T10:38:00.000+08:00

as i was going to be trapped in the quicksand of boredom. someone offer a light of hope, a rope to pull me out. actually, i was looking around for the rope anyway. i did planned to get myself out of the quicksand but she had made getting out faster.

melissa wee. another spontaneous trip out for me again. i guess do that quite often don't i. anyway headed to bugis after a chat in messenger. i did plan to go to the library[but in bishan], to return the books. however melissa had to run some errands for some dnd she has on friday[so that's how i ended in bugis]. she ate lunch and after that we went to the library.

i actually borrowed the same story again 'cause i'm not done with it yet[renewing would have cost me 50cents]. now the book is like huge. so much bigger then the one i borrowed before. i borrowed 2 comics sketchbooks which i finished yesterday. and i realised that i can actually tear reading comics too[you know those that you read in the newspaper, ya that kind of comics] i tear watching cartoons too.
anyway besides those i finally got my hands on the half-blooded prince, yeap i when to the children's collection. apparently, melissa was quite reluctant to go in but she when in without much affirmations though.

little kids are sooo cute, unless when they start crying, screaming and especially when they don't want to listen even though they know that it's the best that they do. oh well, what to do right? i bet babies are suppose to be super smart, why? 'cause they heads are quite big compared to their other parts of their bodies it's like the ratio of 1:2 or almost 1:1 compared to ours it is 1:7 to 1:10. so they have more brain power to spare than us.

anyway i was so happy to have finally gotten the book in my hand, since God knows when but i didn't bother to really look for it.
i think i will put the other book aside first and read harry potter. i would probably finish it faster than reading the other book.

2006-10-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

i must really be bored. anyhow! you gotta look at this!
myspace stupid haircut makes me wanna get a myspace account and at the same time not. reason, to see all the profiles and the latter this shows that anyone can be actually looking at your profile.

hahaha!
emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair! emo hair!

hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha!
if i was with some people i would probably be laughing my 10mins non-stop laughter now.

i'm watching cartoons yay! not really.

2006-10-02T11:06:00.000+08:00

you know i always wondered what kind of life would i be having if i just retained in SC. it will just be like hmm... unimaginable to me. would i be happier or would end up just faking happiness? kid myself into thinking that, "oh i am happy! so happy!" telling myself that till i really believe that i'm happy. sometimes i really do that just to comfort myself now and then. yet again, i wonder am i really lying to myself or am i really that happy?
if i were to retain in SC when i was in sec one. do you think i might retain another time there? would i be more intellectual? would i be more outspoken? a choice i have made in my life, to me was quite significant but maybe in a few years time it will not be as significant.
the friends i have made by transferring, will i get to know them? would our life cross path if i have chosen to retain. would i still be trapped in the tiny bubble of my comfort zone and be disgusted by things and ideas i thought inferior.

WOULD I BE HAPPIER NOW? well that's something i will never know.

2006-10-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

hmm... Mid autumn festival yay! lanterns yay! fire yay! burn burn burn! mooncake yay! chinese tea yay!
happy children's day! nothing fun about it. celebrate? nothing fun to do today. anyway. Singapore being featured in New York Times Magazine as a foodie paradise is cool! the way Anothony Bourdain describing Singaporean as food experts is makes it seem like we are born with the ability and supernatural ability like the super heroes. But it's still cool.
makes me feel like eating all the local food now. however i have already eaten quite a lot of food today. i actually feel guilty that means i really ate a lot.
nothing much to talk about. yesterday i didn't do anything stayed at home the whole day. today family day, breakfast, yong tao fu and rojak. when for grocery shopping follow my grandmama around then, then had dessert for lunch. then eat more rubbish. chilli dinner today. i have no idea what i'm talking about. yay!

marine parade

2006-09-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

i was suppose to go to rp today but i chicken out. ha. visitor's pass? no thanks.
anyway yesterday i went to cityhall with jiayi and shellen. shellen treated me to peanut pancake[yay! thanks shellen]. hmm... we didn't do much, just walked around ending up going to the esplanade library. jiayi borrowed some books and after a while we left and sat in the front erm, back of the esplanade stoned there for a while, after that shellen had to go work, we followed her there. we sat there and jiayi ate her dinner, tomyam with rice. how was it?
i left to meet jingxuan at somerset. we went to return a book. she borrowed one, let's hope she finished it. she treat me to dinner[corn dog]. walked around for a while she when to shape her eyebrows. walked around till 10 and we left.
so anyway i when to marine parade today. 'cause melissa and sharon were there. walked around abit. we pondered what we should eat for lunch. resulting on the decision to cook our own lunch. fish fingers and vegetable[carrot, russet potato, onion & cabbage] stew with egg, so filled. can't believe we actually cooked stew. it actually taste quite nice. again i didn't pay for the ingredients [haha! bleah!] we ate till we were filled. we sat around and watch tv as we waited for our stew to boil. and we ate in front of the tv. after that, mel had to meet her friends from poly, i bugged her to give some to her friends but we didn't. sharon has left for malaysia[KL] oh well, bon voyage! few days only... i think

Please help! They don't need your money just your support.

2006-09-28T10:03:00.000+08:00

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2006-09-27T15:28:00.000+08:00

from jiayi's blog.
4. You guys should read Benedine's blog. She's so random. haha.
You're the most random girl, ben! She can just stare at you for no reason then start smiling to herself. [eh! why am i random?]

i wonder if i can actually post more than the days in the month. haha! you see this is the result of me being at home too bored too lazy to move anywhere else except to the computer. anyway i was like blog hopping if there's such a phrase read someone saying teenagers being something like capsa-phobic. that's not what he really said but yar something like that. like not using caps at the start of the sentence. i'm guilty as charged. aw man. however as i think of it it's also that i'm too lazy to use the shift button and use the spelling check. eh, anyway janet and i had this conversation after i asked her to read my questionaire below.

janet: you shoplift?
me : shopliftED.
janet: why?
me : it was a long time ago.
janet: what did you shoplift?
me : the thing i stole is totally worthless now la. i don't think they even sell them anymore.
janet: what did you take?
me : soap. lame object to steal rite?
janet: i guess you really wanted to smell good.
me : LOL. i can laugh till i drop to the floor.
...
janet: but why? for the thrill? to smell good?
me : hahaha stop saying that! it's damn funny
...
me : i guess i thot it was pretty and i thot they didn't want to buy it for me. like that la.
janet: soap
me : yea soap.
janet: i dont think they will deprive u of soap.
me : haha
janet: u need to smell good
me : LOL. ow! you made me bang my head la! stop saying that.

i really did banged my head. -____-

first survey done for this blog

2006-09-27T11:42:00.000+08:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Benedine
Birthday:	30th March 1988
Birthplace:	Singapore
Current Location:	Singapore
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	dark brown
Height:	erm. 160cm maybe? maybe 158?
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	heritage? I'm Chinese?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	erm. haven't got out yet so no shoes
Your Weakness:	stubborn and very emotional
Your Fears:	slimy creatures, eg. slugs, caterpillars, lizards. ghost. i fear to get out of my comfort zone.
Your Perfect Pizza:	lots of tomato puree, cheddar, mozallera and seafood. with a dash of tobasco. yum!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	hmm...? i don't usually have goals i probably more of a happy-go-lucky type.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	eh? cute. lol. haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	let me lay in bed for another minute
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes? i think
Your Bedtime:	depends. 10 to 2
Your Most Missed Memory:	hmm... childhood?
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi lite with lemon
MacDonalds or Burger King:	macs
Single or Group Dates:	i don't know
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	both the same to me
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla ice cream
Cappuccino or Coffee:	latte
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	yea
Do you Sing:	to myself and family members ONLY
Do you Shower Daily:	have to too hot
Have you Been in Love:	don't know
Do you want to go to College:	university?
Do you want to get Married:	should be
Do you belive in yourself:	never really thought of that
Do you get Motion Sickness:	i guess
Do you think you are Attractive:	hope so. haha. no really
Are you a Health Freak:	not
Do you get along with your Parents:	i don't think so
Do you like Thunderstorms:	depends
Do you play an Instrument:	amatuer. so pretty much no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	with my friends is that counted? if that's so it's about the same amount as me going to the mall, which is the next question!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yea every other day.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope. makes me feel like eating it now. oreo! o-re-oooo! oreo, oreo, oreo.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yea
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	yea
Ever been called a Tease:	what? guess not
Ever been Beaten up:	i don't think so
Ever Shoplifted:	yeap but then. nevermind
How do you want to Die:	erm. i believe in fate. so whatever comes comes
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Normal?
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan, Taiwan, Hawaii if that's a country.
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	can't be bothered
Height:	taller than me is good enough
Weight:	average
Best Clothing Style:	casual
Number of Drugs I have taken:	medicine
Number of CDs I own:	embarrassingly none
Number of Piercings:	2
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	a few, but what's done's done, can't go back in time can we.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

plastic

2006-09-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

as i took the bus home. moody for no reason. must've been thinking too much again. anyway i wondered what if plastic wasn't invented. what would be like in this modern world as we fill our lives with plastic. in most parts of singapore as you turn your head from one side to the other. there should be at least 1 item made partly of plastic. as i wondered on, i thought of this. what would happen if a plastic corroding mist that is unstoppable passes through in the mids of the night. making all the plastic disappear. my life would surely be in a mess. first of all, i wouldn't be able to see properly without my specs no contacts too. no source of communication. no switch, no tv. soap spill all over the sink. well at least i still be able to get out of the house. but then i don't think any transportation would be able to function either. that would be some day. i can't imagine.

anyway, besides that i have not read harry potter and the half blooded prince yet. haha. ok nothing better to say.

ack! bad very bad!

2006-09-26T14:02:00.000+08:00

saw my timetable it was terrible. but now it's not available for viewing again. i still don't get why i need some of the modules i take.

CELL BIOLOGY CL1103
COMMUNICATION SKILLS 1 CL1108
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY CL1200
BIOCHEMISTRY CL1201
BIOSTATISTICS CL1205
PHYSICS FOR FOOD SCIENCE CL1503
PROJECT 1 CL1504

hmm... ack just looking at the modules makes me sick. oh well, going out today. again, yeap to the cathay! never gone there before. watching John Tucker Must Die!
ok hmm... so broke still wanna watch movie. silly. oh well.

2006-09-25T13:10:00.000+08:00

Life in the 1500's
[something send by my sister]

The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be.
Here are some facts about the 1500s:

Most people got marr ied in June because they took their yearly bath in May,
and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married.
Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then
the women and finally the children Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water."[gross! why can't they just bathe in the rain? wouldn't they be cleaner.]

Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs) lived in the roof. When it rained it became slippery and sometimes the animals would slip and off the roof.
Hence the saying "It's raining cats and dogs."
There was nothing to stop things from falling into the house. This posed a real problem in the bedroom where bugs and other droppings could mess up your nice clean bed. Hence, a bed with big posts and a sheet hung over the top afforded some protection. That's how canopy beds came into existence.[i want one =)]

The floor was dirt. Only the wealthy had something other than dirt. Hence the saying "dirt poor." The wealthy had slate floors that would get slippery in the winter when wet, so they spread thresh (straw) on floor to help keep their footing. As the winter wore on, they added more thresh until when you opened the door it would all start slipping outside. A piece of wood was placed in the entranceway. Hence the saying a "thresh hold."

In those old days, they cooked in the kitchen with a big kettle that always hung over the fire. Every day they lit the fire and added things to the pot. They ate mostly vegetables and did not get much meat. They would eat the stew for dinner, leaving leftovers in the pot to get cold overnight and then start over the next day. Sometimes stew had food in it that had been there for quite a while.
Hence the rhyme, "Peas porridge hot, peas porridge cold, peas porridge in the pot nine days old."

Sometimes they could obtain pork, which made them feel quite special. When visitors came over, they would hang up their bacon to show off It was a sign of wealth that a man could "bring home the bacon." They would cut off a little to share with guests and would all sit around and "chew the fat."

Those with money had plates made of pewter. Foo d with high acid content caused some of the lead to leach onto the food, causing lead poisoning death. This happened most often with tomatoes, so for the next 400 years or so, tomatoes were considered poisonous.[i didn't like tomatoes never did unless they come in puree like in sauces, soups and KETCHUP but now i eat them diced and wedged not whole except cherry totmatoes.]

Bread was divided according to status. Workers got the burnt bottom of the loaf, the family got the middle, and guests got the top, or "upper crust."

Lead cups were used to drink ale or whisky. The combination would sometimes knock the imbibers out for a couple of days. Someone walking along the road would take them for dead and prepare them for burial They were laid out on the kitchen table for a couple of days and the family would gather around and eat and drink and wait and see if they would wake up.
Hence the custom of holding a "wake."

England is old and small and the local folks started running out of
places to bury people. So they would dig up coffins and would take the
bones to a "bone-house" and reuse the grave. When reopening these coffins, 1
out of 25 coffins were found to have scratch marks on the inside and they
realized they had been burying people alive. So they would tie a string on
the wrist of the corpse, lead it through the coffin and up through the ground
and tie it to a bell. Someone would have to sit out in the graveyard all
night (the "graveyard shift") to listen for the bell; thus, someone could be
"saved by the bell" or was considered a "dead ringer."

hmm... interesting

it's going to be a boring day

2006-09-25T11:44:00.000+08:00

am i acting my age? how am i suppose to look like at eighteen. hmm... ok. haha too bored. it makes you wonder doesn't it. how you would look like when you are an elder. i can't imagine.
right now i am dead broke and jobless. ok i shall stop complaining about that. it's my own fault that i'm not with a vocational job.

Sharon's Birthday updated

2006-09-24T12:59:00.000+08:00

yeap. what a way to have a birthday. ain't you honoured sharon. anyway before that i shall talk about friday. if can recall much. i met melissa and charlene i was 30mins late. anyway they were eating lunch so that's not so bad. melissa made me draw $20 out from my savings account. =( to buy friendship ring. took like the longest time to choose. then we walked to ngee ann and to wisma. anyway, this melissa loves to talk about her fantasies about dates and how her dreamboat propose to her. omg! how many times!! i got irritated and shaked her to stop. haha! so for now i guess she won't be talking so much about it anymore.

ok sharon's birthday! we went to new york new york. shared everything. becuase of that it only cost us about $12 each. ain't that great there were 12 of us including sharon there. we had to squeeze ourself on a couch[weiwei not in pic]. omg! i think we were so noisy. but hey what do you expect when you have 11 girls together, especially girls that have known each other for at least 3 years. anyway. sharon got a shirt, jigsaw puzzle, and cake and a small case to put her trinkets. oh wow. i wish my birthday was like that too but not the blindfolded part. she was blindfolded all the way from cityhall to somewhere in sengkang. slept over with nothing but the clothes i wear. didn't even really sleep though by the time we finished talking it was about 5. then the room was so packed 7 of us on 2 single sized matress. i just realised that i have not brush my teeth. haha!

Wilb Wild Wet

2006-09-22T11:33:00.000+08:00

what a day. i was late for an hour! then i even forgot my shorts. haha. not the first time already. the last time when i was cooking at pizza hut i forgot my pants too. my manager was laughing at me for being so absent-minded. i guess it will always be a part of me. i remembered once i was wearing a hood and forgetting the jacket -____-. my siblings were like jeering at me.
oh well. anyway, it was great. took every ride there was in there. forgetting that it was actually endangering of my life.

i suspect that i'm not so afraid of heights anymore. once you just forget about everything. that anyone can just die so suddenly with no reason or other. and yet some people can just not die. it's fated. so there. nothing much to it anyway. of course i wouldn't purposely try endangering my life. i been thru that phrase i think it sort of stupid after awhile. 'cause the truth is i'm more afraid of the pain. then again, pain sometimes remind you that you are alive. when i hurt myself resulted from falling down and that i could get up. i'm thankful that i'm still young, that i still can walk. so what if there's some blood at least i'm not disfigured.

okok. back to topic. the shiok river was fun. everything was fun actually. i like "ular lah" i think it's spelt that way. i wonder what's with all the corny names. why can't they just use technical terms. anyway eileen was working there and she came with us she got in without a ticket. so i did not need to pay thankfully. and her colleagues were like playing with her and kept talking to her. it makes more fun.[how many times i said "fun"] it makes seem that she is a uber popular kid. like the whole Singapore knows who she is. ok maybe not. but then the customers must be thinking why? so we spent most of our afternoon there. then took like an hour to dry eileen fbt shorts so i could wear it home =X. haha. kinda embarrassing thing to say isn't it. like i pee in my shorts or something along that train of thought.

ate a kfc dinner and went home. then i ate dinner again. ha. but i recalled that i ate neither breakfast nor lunch. only mentos i believe. the words to use here is too freaking lazy. i can't be bothered to have proper meals.

anyway today i'm going out and tomorrow too. i wonder how broke i will be. i should really find a part-time job soon. have not even pass the month of september. most probably be spending most of my time at home during october.

i was just wondering how cool it will be to know everyone in the world that has the same birthdate as you. well mine is 30th March 1988. i know one ex-classmate who has the exactly the same birthdate as me. that's only one.

one very flexible girl

2006-09-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

got this from cindy. sort of freak out by the way she can like bend. really bend. the girl in the video not cindy haha.

lucky i didn't fail. then again maybe i did.

2006-09-20T09:06:00.000+08:00

omg! i actually thought i actually would fail at least 3 and was complating how was i going retake them next year. i'm sure they did something to my results. anyway my result will probably be one of the worse you would ever see[in poly life]. i'm still wondering should i and how i will tell my parents. it's really that bad.
oh well on a lighter note i still super thankful that i didn't fail my modules.

a spontaneous trip out.

2006-09-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

ok. i was bored at home. a conversation away and i was on my way to tampines and i went to swim again. i feel so fit. RIGHT. far that i bought a bag of chips. then we went for dinner. then we eat so much other stuff. sting ray, chicken, prawn & oyster ommolette, five spice. haha the swim was useless. but it was fun. what a fun day. i come to realised that i don't talk to tanya. eh. that's like hmm... i don't know why either. but yea. my unsocialable side. to think of it i always wanted to talk to tanya but i have not talked to her before. i guess it just seemed quite odd to just talk to her since i have not been talking to her before. can you imagine the awkwardness? maybe it's just me oh well. nevermind. ladeda.

i'm weak mentally

2006-09-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

i'm going to break down or maybe not but MY RESULTS ARE COMING OUT SOON! GAH! i wish i could just scream like some banshee and run around like a lunatic or maybe i could head butt something[ok maybe abit too off]. what am i going to do!! *ok calm down ben* beside you don't know how you really fair yet [talking to myself] but then. AH! I DON'T KNOW!I DON'T KNOW!I DON'T KNOW!I DON'T KNOW!I DON'T KNOW!I DON'T KNOW!I DON'T KNOW!
OK ANYWAY! NOR! YOU! NOT MY CBOX IT'S YOUR COMPUTER FAULTY! I CAN SEND A BLOODY MESSAGE TO MYSELF. WAH! HOW CAN YOU SAY CHEEBYE ON MY BLOG! KNNCCB! LOL. OK THAT WAS QUITE OFFENSIVE TOO!. love you too babe/bitch/anything you want to call yourself!

what do you see?

2006-09-16T12:04:00.000+08:00

sent by a friend

yesterday and today

2006-09-15T13:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday we walked from where? orchard! to where? city hall no, bugis! but it was fun. i miss weiwei. got to see her. yay! tmr? maybe i should be going to have dinner with sharifah. so then i can see weiwei again. let's see i still haven't go around to buy a brown eyeshadow compact. i don't know why either. i got to see NOR too haven't seen you for a long time! wow! so happy! i must be too happy or something i can't even remember what i did anymore.

anyway today the sky looks bad. it's totally hazy. it smells bad like smoke and a little sourish. luckily i ran before all the sky looked so bad and that it rain too. i think i most probably walked most of the time but at least i did run. haha. oh well it's just going to be a lazy day. nothing much to do but wait for the day to turn dark.

let's talk about sex

2006-09-13T09:07:00.000+08:00

hmm... as i said i would this was what i saw on monday. thus provoking me to write this post. sorry if seems disgusting.

can you imagine? that's like 1514litres. for more infomation of the email. so that picture isn't true. i knew that. haha
but it still makes me wonder how big is their sperms...
and then i was channel surfing and i came upon national geographic wild sex. hmm... then it reminds me that once i had post something about animals.
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
Some lions mate over 50 times a day. in the wild sex show they say that lions mate every 10 to 15mins.
Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
from the show i also found out that the female bed bug gets stabbed in the belly when mating by the male bed bug's penis which is like a sharp hook [that gotta hurt] but it comfirms 100% fertility.
then there's once i watch it before and they said something like snails have love darts and they stab each other while mating.[ouch!] anyway i afraid of snails.
oh then, birds are the only common animal that i realised that i have not seen mating. i asked my brother[ya i asked my brother] then he said something like them doing some ritual in the air or else the male bird gets on top of the female bird the usual thing for animals but then the female has to lift her butt up.
something i found while i was trying to find out what the size of the blue whale sperm. which i was unable to find.
Actual amount of semen per ejaculation: 1-2 teaspoons
Average number of times a man will ejaculate in his lifetime: 7,200
Average # of times he will ejaculate from masturbation: 2,000
Average total amount of lifetime ejaculate: 14 gallons
Average amount of water it takes to fill a bathtub: 35 gallons
Average speed of ejaculation: 28 miles per hour
Average # of calories in a teaspoon of semen: 7
Average length when erect: 5.1
Smallest natural penis recorded: 5/8 of an inch
Largest natural penis recorded: 11 inches
Largest penis in the animal kingdom: 11 feet[about 3metres](blue whale)
Most arousing time of day/season for a man: early morning/fall
Best ways to improve sexual function: quit smoking, start exercising, lose weight[how about when he is starving like stick thin].
Foods that improve sex life: oysters, lean meat, seafood, whole grains, wheat germ, chicken fingers from Erie dining hall[huh?]
Percent of men who say they masturbate: 60%
Percent of men who say they masturbate at least once a day: 54%
Percent of men who say they feel guilty masturbating that often: 41%
Amount of time needed for a man to regain erection: from 2 min to 2weeks[that's like a long time]
Average # of erections per day for a man: 11
Average # of erections during the night: 9 [makes me wonder...]
Sperm life: 2 1/2 months (from development to ejaculation)
Cost of a year's supply of condoms: $100
Thickness of the average condom: .07 mm
Thickness of super-thin condoms: .05 mm
In general, the taste of a man's semen varies with his diet. Some say that the alkaline-based foods (fish and some meats) produce a buttery or fishy taste. Dairy products can create a foul taste; the taste of semen after eating asparagus is said to be the foulest. ACIDIC FRUITS AND ALCOHOL (EXCEPT PROCESSED LIQUORS) GIVE IT A PLEASANT AND SUGARY TASTE. Examples:
oranges, mangos, kiwi, lemons, grapefruit, limes, Labatt Blue, Honey Brown, etc. drinking a Corona with lime is double the fun)
Odors that increase blood flow to the penis: lavender, licorice, chocolate, doughnuts, pumpkin pie (happy thanksgiving!)
Yes, the penis does shrink in cold water
It is common for men to wake up with 'morning wood', a name for an a.m. erection
Blue balls, or the term a man uses when he says his balls will explode if he doesn't have sex, is totally false[ha!].
from http://www.goyk.com/text.asp?id=148

pheromones attract opposite insects hahaha! inside joke.
Pheromones are naturally occurring substances the fertile body excretes externally, conveying an airborne message to trigger a response from the opposite sex of the same species.
anyway that is something about sex too. once i saw this show about pheromones[i always thought it was spelt as feromones. now i know haha. sorry i'm a bad speller]
so the experiments go like this. there were 3 chairs. one was scented by incense oil another with cologne the third a guy sat there. then some women with chosen to choose which seat to sit on and the chair which the guy was sitting on has the highest poll. so that is pheromones for you. then there was another show/documentary/whatever had this experiment where some women wear the same shirt to sleep for a week/or maybe it was 3 days. and the host of the show when to smell the shirts and the shirt he was "most attracted to" the girl's genes that were very different from his. while the shirt that he smelled and didn't like had genes that were quite similar to his. thus showing diversity is important to humans i guess.

interesting facts right, or maybe wtf? 'cause it's about sex. ha! i guess i will not be writing about sex ever again. haha i never know about the future.
I WANNA WATCH JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE! OPENS ON THE 21 SEPT! ANYONE?!
well that thus ends my post about sex. =)

Second post for the day

2006-09-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

Minimum System Requirements for The Sims 2

If you have a T&L capable video card with at least 32 MB of video RAM then you need at least:
800 MHz processor or better
256 MB RAM if Windows XP, Windows ME, Windows 98 or Windows 2000
At least 3.5 GB of hard drive space
If you have a non-T&L capable video card (an Intel Extreme Graphics or a Radeon 7000/VE Series) then you need at least:
2.0 GHz processor or better
256 MB RAM if Windows XP, Windows ME, Windows 98, or Windows 2000
At least 3.5 GB of hard drive space
Get the most current driver for your video card. The manufacturers usually have the video drivers on their sites for you to download. Visit the nVidia site, the ATI site or the support site for your computer's manufacturer for the latest drivers for those video cards.

Supported video cards (and the more video memory the better):

ATI RadeonTM series (7000 or better)
Radeon 7000/VE series (non-T&L; requires 2.0 GHz processor)
7200, 7500
8500, All-In-Wonder 8500
9000, 9200, 9500, 9600, 9700, 9800
X300, X600, X800

Nvidia® QuadroTM series
Quadro, Quadro2, Quadro4

Nvidia® Geforce series (GeForce2 and better)
GeForce2
GeForce3, 3 Ti
GeForce4, 4Ti, MX 420, 440
GeForce FX 5200, 5600, 5700, 5800, 5900, 5950
GeForce 6600, 6800

Intel® Extreme Graphics (non-T&L; requires 2.0 GHz processor)
82845, 82865, 82915

gah! i want to play! why? oh well, let me forget about it.

just a random post

2006-09-12T09:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday melissa showed us a email about the blue whale. if i do see her i will ask from her and maybe put it up. if it's possible.
anyway to the question where's the bishan national library it's just next to junction8 actually. just look around that area you should be able to find it ya.

i was talking about the results yesterday with my friends. ending up getting a nightmare. =( oh well, i know i will not do well. can they like show the results the last week of the hoilday so i can at least enjoy it? sigh!

alright. update later.

UPDATED!UPDATED!UPDATED!UPDATED!UPDATED!

gaaa... back from the library! yay. right, didn't really walk around. i have borrowed 2 books. i wonder if i can actually finish it before the deadline. anyway, it seems that i need a job, maybe not. i don't know! i have no idea what i'm talking about! ok, *breathe* oh yes, just got some pictures/photograph/whatever from sharifah.

[my home smells surprising bad. like like. ok it doesn't stink now]

i found out my face is surprising round! like round! ack! it's round! it's very round! IT'S VERY VERY ROUND! *faints* i will not style my hair that way again. i think.

ok back to the library. yes it is really near to junction 8 in fact it's next to it across a road. they even build a traffic light there just for it.

ok i'm hungry, so bye!

tiring day?

2006-09-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8. my sister's alarm went off. but went back to sleep. argh. right. so i decided to finish the book. why does it seem that every story i knew is made with the being ending so rushed. everything suddenly seem to happen. anyway i did enjoy the book though. laughing at the funny comments the author adds. tomorrow since i not going out with anyone. i guess i be going to the new library at bishan. i shall walk there. save on the bus fare.

anyway today i when back to vanessa's house. and i was to go with her and shellen to east coast. vanessa cycled while we half ran half walked. walked about east coast for a while then we walked cycled ran all the way back. drank loads of ribena and 2 marshmallow. i guess that would be my lunch. haha. then shellen left and the both that were left behind waited for melissa to come.

she came we lazed around a bit in van's room. then we ran walked cycled to east coast again. they were forcing me to learn to cycle which wasn't sucessful. i didn't want to get bruised. so we spend some of our time around east coast and i ate a curry puff my post lunch.

then we walked cycled ran back to her house again. her parents i guessed were back. got changed and we left i took 55 all the way to bishan and gazed lazily at the new library. i will be in you tomorrow. mmmm... and i walked all the way from bishan to home
i probably walked more than 3 km today. is that very little? maybe more then 5 don't know. just know that i walked a lot.

bbq

2006-09-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

yea. had bbq for last night. then today steamboat? haha. oh well. anyway last night was fun. great time to meet those that i haven't met for a long time. we were sharing ghost stories shellen, sharon and i. i wonder why i like listening to ghost stories but i freak easily. ahaha! like when sharon was telling her story there were chills down my spine. then i almost freak out went i realised someone behind me. yea chicken wing, sausages, satay, otah and prawn? oh yes! MARSHMALLOW!
ate like how many, i didn't count. heck. i got a recipe for marshmallow. there were hell a lot of fish in vanessa's house. her brother and father were breeding them. her grandma saw a dead koi in the pond and they fish it up. so big. makes me hungry. haha. ok, not for eating. thrown away[wasted! lalala]
after the bbq. out came not 1 but 2 camera. yes and the obvious happens. then it was 10. left as we were in the east. don't wanna be left stranded in the mids of the way home. reached home, sleep.

today. my brother came with us, for family grocery shopping. haha! you should see how my grandma react to that. she was so happy. laughing, talking so excitedly keeps patting my brother's shoulder. sigh. her favourite grandchild. whom she haven't seen for 5 weeks. stupid brother said something about him being irresistable. LOL. eh.

tmr. what am i going to do? run and probably i might learn how to cycle. ok yes i'm lousy. 18 and still unable to cycle. anyway besides that i don't know how to rollerblade, skate and probably anything that needs balancing.